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A lump on my balls? My first thought, "Testicular cancer? That's good!" Seriously. There is this sense that there is only one right answer to my life, but I am having a hard time accepting it, and some more help would be, well, helpful.

But I might have just irritated my skin while masturbating. The way I do it. I mean, I basically just mash my genitalia into my wadded up bedding, and I had been doing more of it - home alone for all this time, just me and my laptop. After my shower this morning, I examined myself more closely, and I saw that I have a little cut there, too, a small, thin red line. This leads me to think that it probably is just an abrasion and nothing terminal - just something embarrassing.

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So, the trash trucks came, after all. I was a little nervous this morning when I discovered that none of our neighbors had put out their recycling bins. Were the trash people taking Easter weekend off? Did I miss the notice? But, nope, just an odd note in an odd time

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Wow, tits! I didn't remember that. Grand Theft Auto 5. I was actually feeling turned off on video games, feeling that they were too limited in social interactions and dialogue, after all. But seeing how GTA 5 is a much broader canvas built on higher technology, why not give it a try? I enjoyed my return this evening and will come back for more, but I know it's not happiness.