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A lump on my balls? My first thought, "Testicular cancer? That's good!" Seriously. There is this sense that there is only one right answer to my life, but I am having a hard time accepting it, and some more help would be, well, helpful.
But I might have just irritated my skin while masturbating. The way I do it. I mean, I basically just mash my genitalia into my wadded up bedding, and I had been doing more of it - home alone for all this time, just me and my laptop. After my shower this morning, I examined myself more closely, and I saw that I have a little cut there, too, a small, thin red line. This leads me to think that it probably is just an abrasion and nothing terminal - just something embarrassing.
But I might have just irritated my skin while masturbating. The way I do it. I mean, I basically just mash my genitalia into my wadded up bedding, and I had been doing more of it - home alone for all this time, just me and my laptop. After my shower this morning, I examined myself more closely, and I saw that I have a little cut there, too, a small, thin red line. This leads me to think that it probably is just an abrasion and nothing terminal - just something embarrassing.
