Tuesday Morning
Nov. 3rd, 2015 09:08 amI passed my five days, and I have been ... rather distracted this morning.
I'll relate a dream from a few nights ago. I am not sure why I have not been inclined to write it down. It is not the most trivial of my dreams. It starts out with me at home. I need to go somewhere for a trip. I am running late. The bus will be here in a few minutes. As I rush out, mother tells me that I should pack a bag, but I have no time and I say it's alright. The scene cuts to my destination. It looks like I'm on a football team, and we are going on a road game. Oddly, we are not very young. We do not seem like high school kids. However, this had been a recurring dream in younger days, and I guess my subconscious dream manufactory is just freely smashing stuff together. I am regretting that I did not bring my stuff. I see one black guy with his bag, and I ask him, "Do you have your cleats?" He holds up his bag. Of course, he has his cleats. My mind is vainly trying to save myself and come up with escape scenarios, but I have no time for a trip back home, and I know people are not going to go to the great trouble of buying me what I need. I resign myself to the fact that I am not going anywhere. Loser, again. If there is a message, it seems like one of the more obvious ones. I just do not have the stuff I need to play.
I'll relate a dream from a few nights ago. I am not sure why I have not been inclined to write it down. It is not the most trivial of my dreams. It starts out with me at home. I need to go somewhere for a trip. I am running late. The bus will be here in a few minutes. As I rush out, mother tells me that I should pack a bag, but I have no time and I say it's alright. The scene cuts to my destination. It looks like I'm on a football team, and we are going on a road game. Oddly, we are not very young. We do not seem like high school kids. However, this had been a recurring dream in younger days, and I guess my subconscious dream manufactory is just freely smashing stuff together. I am regretting that I did not bring my stuff. I see one black guy with his bag, and I ask him, "Do you have your cleats?" He holds up his bag. Of course, he has his cleats. My mind is vainly trying to save myself and come up with escape scenarios, but I have no time for a trip back home, and I know people are not going to go to the great trouble of buying me what I need. I resign myself to the fact that I am not going anywhere. Loser, again. If there is a message, it seems like one of the more obvious ones. I just do not have the stuff I need to play.