monk222: (Mori: by tiger_ace)
Mr. Alvarez continues to expound on the inherently personal and mysterious nature of suicide.

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Suicide often seems to the outsider a supremely motiveless perversity, performed, as Montesquieu complained, “most unaccountably … in the very bosom of happiness,” and for reasons which seem trivial or even imperceptible. Thus Pavese killed himself at the height of both his creative powers and his public success, using as his excuse an unhappy affair with a dim little American actress whom he had known only briefly. On hearing of his death, her only comment was, “I didn’t know he was so famous.”

There is even a case of an eighteenth-century gentleman who hanged himself out of sheer boredom and good taste, in order to save himself the trouble of putting on and pulling off his clothes.

In other words, a suicide’s excuses are mostly casual. At best they assuage the guilt of the survivors, soothe the tidy-minded and encourage the sociologists in their endless search for convincing categories and theories. [...] The real motives which impel a man to take his own life are elsewhere; they belong to the internal world, devious, contradictory, labyrinthine, and mostly out of sight.

-- A. Alvarez, “The Savage God”

Date: 2012-08-24 03:25 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] poovanna.livejournal.com
I've read news reports about people killing themselves out of sheer boredom.
Boredom's not an excuse - it's a perfectly good reason for suicide (There was even a cool movie about this idea too!).

Ceteris Paribus, if you can already predict the future (cuz of repeating the same routine) then does life get more OR less appealing, each passing day?

Date: 2012-08-24 07:09 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] hardblue.livejournal.com
Personally, as undynamic as my life is, I know I wouldn't mind having another thousand years, provided my health and well-being did not become worse. I really love reading and writing, and it doesn't get boring for me. I honestly feel bad sometimes that there are soooo many books that i am not going to ever read and that I would love to read, because life is too short. As another example, you may have noticed my book-blogging. If so, you may be able to see how I can practically weep in the realization that I will never finish book-blogging, say, "Atlas Shrugged", because I just don't have that many years in me at the pace I can keep, and I would like to book-blog a lot more books. Maybe a mathematical argument could be made to this effect: the permutations of words are infinite, so that you can read and write forever without ever just repeating yourself. I'm not saying I'm happy; you know better than that. Not having a sex life can sometimes make this feel like hell, but despite such moods, I could really appreciate another thousand years.

Date: 2012-08-26 09:24 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] poovanna.livejournal.com
Your motivation for living (You'd like to do more of what you're doing now), is natural and human.
There are some sad, religious folks for whom their primary reason for living is because suicide's a sin! ;)
Edited Date: 2012-08-26 09:25 am (UTC)

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