Wank

Did I wank for four hours, fuck! Not bad for a 52 year old, huh? But it really takes it out of me now, and I have a bad headache to boot. Pop is away, of course, at one of his stay-overs with Kay. And ... I just feel as bad as ever that I never could get a partner to play with. What a life! I never get used to what became of me. Let me tell you, you pay a high price for being ugly. I think I am ready to conclude that it's worse than being stupid.