A couple of cat dreams last night.
First, I am out front, and one of the cats is with me. (I'm not really sure whether it's Ash or Sammy). There's a tree nearby, and it is heavily laden with snakes, about a dozen of them, hanging on the branches. My cat cannot resist a tree, though. Despite going up to the trunk of the tree, the cat is able to rush back out, as a couple of snakes snap at him missing their target. I rush up to the cat and pick him up in my arms and rush back toward the house, witih the snakes slithering after us. Things get odd here. There is a distinct borderline, like a tape or string, and once I have crossed it with the cat, I know we are safe, as the snakes turn back toward the tree. Mother is nearby, and I ask here, "What is it about that line that keeps the snakes back?" She comes to us and is glad to see that we are okay, but she only shakes her head at the question and turns away.
Coco is in the second dream. I have let the two gray cats out. When I see Coco, I hurriedly let her out, so that she can catch up to them, and she rushes out of the yard. I step out back myself, and I see that Ash and Sammy are actually still in the back yard. They were out of sight in the cat-bin. I try to rush them along, so that they can catch up with Coco. When I turn, I see that Coco has come back into the yard, and all the cats are together - perhaps more than the three! Coco is at the front standing tall and stretching upward. She is happy, and that makes me happy. That's what I wanted so badly. You want your loved ones to be happy.
I cannot help thinking that I gave the best of my life to a couple of dogs and a few cats. I don't see how I can be proud of that. I suppose I must be satisfied that at least I loved in some way. Nobody was really interested in anything I had to offer.
First, I am out front, and one of the cats is with me. (I'm not really sure whether it's Ash or Sammy). There's a tree nearby, and it is heavily laden with snakes, about a dozen of them, hanging on the branches. My cat cannot resist a tree, though. Despite going up to the trunk of the tree, the cat is able to rush back out, as a couple of snakes snap at him missing their target. I rush up to the cat and pick him up in my arms and rush back toward the house, witih the snakes slithering after us. Things get odd here. There is a distinct borderline, like a tape or string, and once I have crossed it with the cat, I know we are safe, as the snakes turn back toward the tree. Mother is nearby, and I ask here, "What is it about that line that keeps the snakes back?" She comes to us and is glad to see that we are okay, but she only shakes her head at the question and turns away.
Coco is in the second dream. I have let the two gray cats out. When I see Coco, I hurriedly let her out, so that she can catch up to them, and she rushes out of the yard. I step out back myself, and I see that Ash and Sammy are actually still in the back yard. They were out of sight in the cat-bin. I try to rush them along, so that they can catch up with Coco. When I turn, I see that Coco has come back into the yard, and all the cats are together - perhaps more than the three! Coco is at the front standing tall and stretching upward. She is happy, and that makes me happy. That's what I wanted so badly. You want your loved ones to be happy.
I cannot help thinking that I gave the best of my life to a couple of dogs and a few cats. I don't see how I can be proud of that. I suppose I must be satisfied that at least I loved in some way. Nobody was really interested in anything I had to offer.