We next encounter Winston on a very dreamy morning. In the first dream, we get a poignant look at his lost family life. Maybe all those ruminations over his open diary, with the blank pages beckoning, helped to fuel his dreams, having opened the fount of memories and feelings:
At this moment his mother was sitting in some place deep down beneath him, with his young sister in her arms, He did not remember his sister at all, except as a tiny, feeble baby, always silent, with large, watchful eyes. Both of them were looking up at him. They were down in some subterranean place - the bottom of a well, for instance, or a very deep grave - but it was a place which, already far below him, was itself moving downwards. They were in the saloon of a sinking ship, looking up at him through the darkening water. There was still air in the saloon, they could still see him and he them, but all the while they were sinking down, down into the green waters which in another moment must hide them from sight forever. He was out in the light and air while they were being sucked down to death, and they were down there because he was up here. He knew it and they knew it, and he could see the knowledge in their faces. There was no reproach either in their faces or in their hearts, only the knowledge that they must die in order that he might remain alive, and that this was part of the unavoidable order of things.
As I recall, there was no great romantic sacrifice by the mother to save the boy. It was just brute chance, such is the banality of evil.
One may notice that the father does not figure in the dream. He receives scarcely passing mention, perhaps a couple of lines in the novel. One wonders whether Orwell has some interesting biographical reasons behind this.
In any case, we get an extra element of pathos in the picture of a mother who was all alone in trying to lead her two little children, one being no more than an infant, through those tough times, through the war and through the rise of the Party of Big Brother, in never-ending hardship and scarcity and tyranny, only to lose everything.