Happier Thoughts from Meredith's Call

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Okay, maybe a few more of the pleasanter points from yesterday's call would be nice. In the recapitulation and reflection thus far, more negativity may have dominated than one really wants. The disappointment, the disillusionment...

At one point, she went to speaker phone and she explained that she was putting up her hair because of the furiously gusty winds outside, as she wanted to tend her garden. That image of her pinning her hair up went straight to Monk's heart, "I wish I could see that..." "What?" "You putting up your hair - so cute, so cute!"

Later, when she started talking about lottery dreams, after discussing how she would have preferred to settle in Hawaii, we talked about how I would go see her if I were to win the lottery. She says that we could go to some of the BDSM clubs, so that I can realize some of my fantasies. Monk coos, "Yeah, I guess anything is possible with money."

She asks what would I do when I see her face-to-face. Monk says he would mess up, "I'd stare at you hard - so intenesely." She says that wouldn't be a big problem, as she would just say, "Cool down, dude!"

What is she thinking? What is going on in her mind?